It seems like it's the first time that I’ve let myself live
without being angry about all the space
between who I am and
the person I want to be.
A river doesn’t question why it flows;
it just goes where it must according to
I am a force of nature
and I am not a river.
We are not the summation of our actions,
our exhibited behaviours,
our feelings or even our thoughts;
we are the choices behind the actions
and the choosers behind the choices.
God knows I am capable of being more
than the person I have thus far told myself
and others that I am,
and I know that God bears no grudge
against me for not yet being
who He sees me to be.