Monday, October 10, 2011

Bite My Tongue

gave up on the goal of living comfortably
as I saw the floor cave out from under me
wondering when these demons will come for me,
waiting placidly
for the world that’s coming after me;
how will I harbour it?

standing with crooked legs on the ledge far from the edge
of the jumping off point – I’ve already been there
and can’t go back again,
because if I go back again, I won’t come back again;
this is already my second chance

I already put my soul on paper – they don’t read it
put my soul on tracks – they won’t hear it
but for the few that do, I’m eternally grateful.
I turn to G.O.D., I’m told to enjoy the storm
because when there’s calm it won’t last
and even then I’ll be bored with it,
I know it’s true, but this anxiety, I won’t forfeit it
it gives me motivation to make moves without hesitation
because stagnation is the same as death for me.
I won’t atone for my complexity.

I believe that both heaven and hell are kept in me,
kept it we,
as we circumnavigate the seasons
we think our reasons give us the course that we’ll take,
more like karma equals destiny, we have to master our fates
because the only thing carved in stone
in a word that’s been carved in stone, and even that can break.
forgive me, world, I can’t procrastinate

and if I hurt your ego in process, then good,
and if your feelings get the better of you, then I’m sorry,
but I wasn’t put here to be beneath anyone or anything
except the vision that I have defined 
as my purpose to bequeath upon those yet to come

and as such,
I refuse to hold back or to bite my tongue



Album Review: The Antiheroes – this is freeDUMB



            Easily one of the most talented and fresh-sounding duos in the world of rap, The Antiheroes’ (Sha Prince and Flex) debut LP, this is freeDUMB, is both musically a great contribution to hip hop and a powerful criticism of modern society and culture. Throughout the album, the two MCs not only point out the obscenities that they perceive around them, both in regards to the hip hop scene and the world at large, but they also poignantly express their own internal dialogues and struggles they face as artists and human beings. Most importantly, Flex and Sha are lyrically able to accomplish their thematic goals without sounding corny or repetitive. Each track on this album sounds like its own distinct single and evokes different emotions in the listener, despite producer MMac producing 8 of the 17 tracks (a testament to the beat-maker’s versatility and creativity). this is freeDUMB is an album not only for those who love high quality hip hop music, but even moreso for those who love and appreciate strong lyricism that touches on deep concepts and complex issues.
            The album opens with an eloquent and heartfelt verse by Flex over a lovely synthetic organ-laden beat by MMac and sharp cuts by DJ Docta. Flex, through bar-filled flows and with an ear-pleasing, mid-high frequency arioso tone, raps about his frustrations in facing obstacles to success as an artist. What rings through loud and clear though is not cynicism in Flex’s verse, but rather a passionate commitment to succeed (and with these kinds of lyrics, it’d be a damn shame if he doesn’t): “I’m so committed to living within an image of doing whatever’s fitting/ for me to be in position to give ‘em what they were missing.” Flex also speaks on a value that both he and Sha seem to hold dear to their art when he spits: “honestly is my honesty necessary to blow?/ is selling your soul the recipe? I was hoping it’s no.” It’s clear from listening to this is freeDUMB a few times that The Antiheroes are not willing to compromise their content or dumb-down their self-expressions in order to make music that may be more commercially viable or marketable to the masses. That’s not to say that this is freeDUMB isn’t commercially viable; if anything one of the reasons the quality of their work is so strong is that these artists don’t settle for less than raw authenticity in their music. On the same title track, Sha Prince (bringing a sharp delivery, and on-point intricate flows to the table) reflects on his own self-doubts and personal life choices, which he worries may contain an opportunity cost that doesn’t add up in his favour: “life – I never rush it/ I’m rolling with my punches/ maybe I slow it too much and now I’m running lunges” and “being a rap-star isn’t in my best interest.” Undoubtedly, Sha echoes the same hunger and passion in his verse as Flex does, firing off intense and ferocious flows: “in a verse, on a record, some may say he talk reckless/ but never give a damn, since a kid my mind rebellious/ and I eat these rappers’ lunch, dinner, breakfast on a tracklist/ only spitting two years, word almost perfected.” For a rapper only spitting for two years, Sha Prince displays a lot more talent and skill than many who have been in the game for a decade.
            Jon Dubbs supplies a rock-symphonic instrumental on the second track, Become Alive, complete with guitar riffs and violin melodies on the chorus. Flex and Sha articulate their internal conflicts on this track perhaps better than any other on the album. Sha Prince in particular, never a stranger to expressing brutally honest and at times even extreme thoughts on wax, goes in on his conflicting desires for wealth and material success in contradiction to staying true to his own values and principles: “living lavish was never my goal/ ‘till my hunger rose, belly ache, winter froze/ lights dim, looking at my situation inside impatient eyes/ temptation is now my best friend/ worst enemy, lord seek the remedy/ lead me on the right path before my body doesn’t breathe.” Sha’s erratic flows on this track excellently compliment the frantic nature of the opposing thoughts being vented on this track.

Circus Clowns (track #3), another engrossing production by MMac with DJ Docta cuts, is a poetically infused track in which The Antiheroes attack the rap scene which they perceive as becoming little more than a “circus of clowns.” Sha and Flex stake their claim as MCs to be reckoned with on this track and confidently announce their goal to elevate the standards of what is deemed to be acceptable, quality rap music (also check the remix on the album’s final track).

Fly (track #5) is an inspirational track with captivating samples by producer Jay Emess about finding motivation and self-empowerment by being grateful and focusing on living out dreams in order to elevate over current circumstances.

            There’s a slew of talented features on the album. Soulful songstress Tamsynn Lee blesses track #4, Masquerade, (as well as track #9, All Alone) which is a song that digs below the surface to reveal the underlying causes of unfortunate life circumstances that have become all too commonplace in the world. Prolific Durham Region rapper Daxflow makes an appearance on Everyday (track #6, produced by Beatwyze, DJ Docta again on the cuts) on which he vents his anger about his abusive, selfish, irresponsible absentee father, while Sha Prince speaks on the painful experiences of his past that he kept inside and Flex reveals that expressing himself via writing and rapping has been vital to his existence: “what’s living if I’m within a prison built up inside?/ if it wasn’t written, I’d never find a will to survive.” Everyday is an especially insightful track as each of the lyricists describe in their own way (whether explicitly or otherwise) how hip hop, via writing and rapping (i.e. being emcees), has given them the ability to stay sane and live productive, meaningful lives despite the trying circumstances they faced growing up. The Rebels (Listen Up) (track #7) is one of the heaviest hitting bangers on the album, thanks in part to the banging beat produced by up-and-coming Toronto producer RichKidd. This track is definitely an attention grabber (evident in the title of the track), with high-impact lyrics, punchy deliveries from both Sha and Flex, and complete with a feature from the always entertaining D-Sisive: “fuck you, your momma and your cousin too/ your momma’s gay husband’s uncle’s brother, and his cousin too” (yes D…you got our attention...).

Singer Emerson Brooks (recently signed to Atlantic Records) provides a unique hook on Where to Begin (track #12), a song about relationship troubles and past relationships. Kenny Cee, another skilled vocalist, sings the chorus on Given Up On Me (track #13), a track produced by Khz with a sample that sounds eerily similar to Zepplin’s Stairway to Heaven. Flex and Sha Prince complement each other very elegantly on this track, with Flex delivering a calmer, more melodic verse with reflective and well contextualized lyrics about his past, whereas Sha raps with a much harsher tone and abrasive cadences, which match the animated and harsh content on his retrospective verse. Gospel-style R&B singer Mike Devine compliments track #16, Morning, with his passionate and ambient voice. The beat on this track, produced by Graffic, is probably the calmest and most laid-back beat on the album, which evidently doesn’t suit The Antiheroes style very well, unfortunately – both Sha and Flex sound a bit harsh over this track, which could have benefited either by them toning down their deliveries a bit or by a smoother vocal mixing by the engineer.
The Antiheroes give a vividly dispelling treatment to the dirty underbelly of the “Hollywood lifestyle” of entertainment on Hollywood (track #10), produced by triple-threat artist Relic. One of my personal favourites on the entire album (which is hard to say, given how dope the entire project is) is the track OJ Gloves (track #11). There’s something very serious and polished about Sha’s tone and delivery on this track, showing that even when he simplifies his flows he can still spit hard and impress with the best of them. Flex also comes correct and on point on OJ Gloves, at times with flows reminiscent of Big Pun (with a clearer voice and less laboured reathing). Lyrically, both emcees prove how bright they can shine in this song (albeit each in their own way), Sha with his clever vulgarity, “laughing, like my first name Freddy dude/ last name Kruger but filthier than a prostitute/ not on my level – never reach my altitude/ finger hurt from skipping your tracks like they was interludes,” and Flex with his intellectual superiority, “I take it some of you followers swallow what you were fed/ you wallow within your own – I’m stepping over your head.” Track #15, Of the Night, is definitely a hidden gem on this album, with The Antiheroes coming raw with flows that remind the listener of classic Planet Asia verses and lyrics that evoke the feelings of dark alleyways and late nights with shady characters in the wrong part of town. MMac again supplies an excellently produced instrumental for this song that evokes memories of Pharaohe Monch’s Internal Affairs album.
There’s an overarching sound on this is freeDUMB that can best be described as a romantic requiem in response to a dead and pure form of hip hop that has been lost over the years. In a broader context, there seems to be an undertone in the MCs words expressing a nostalgic eulogy to naïve dreams, desires, and values that, while not being abandoned, have had to be tempered and adapted to certain harsh realities they now face. Flex and Sha Prince are, for the most part, a very complementary pair of artists throughout the project. Flex endows The Antiheroes’ sound with a sense of stability in terms of rhyme pattern, flow structure, and smooth delivery while Sha Prince contributes unpredictability with intricate flows, harsher tones, and a gritty feel to his verses. After listening to each artists’ lyrical content, particularly their respective interludes (Flex on track #8 and Sha Prince on track #13), it seems that despite both of them coming from difficult childhood upbringings, Flex is a bit more at peace with his past that Sha is. The difference in the places on their life journeys between the two artists, while the divide doesn’t seem to be too big, makes for an interesting dichotomy throughout the project. It’s hard to fault either MC for anything; both of the rappers are technically almost perfect with their flows and their styles are well defined. To be nitpicky (and I am stretching for constructive criticisms here), Flex’s voice and presence on the tracks can at times sound a bit monotonous from song to song (despite switching up his flows and rhyme structures). Sha Prince, on the other hand, can occasionally go a bit far with the complexity of his flow structure, which can sometimes obstruct the vibe of the track. Most listeners may not put this album on repeat and listen to all the minute details and technical elements in the music, however I encourage them do so – if they are lovers of hip hop, they will be hard-pressed to find anything to give this album flack for. The Antiheroes have set the bar very high for themselves on their debut LP, and I hope that the world starts to take notice of the immense talent that is embedded on the wax (or plastic or digital encoding) of this is freeDUMB.





Friday, October 7, 2011

FÜBBtastic Documentaries (Recommended Viewing List)

The following documentaries have been CERTIFIED DOPE by MC FÜBB for their ability to convey compelling and powerful perspectives on what is going on in the world (in alphabetical order):

Blackfish
Bowling for Columbine
Bus 174
Dear Zachary: A Letter to a Son About His Father
Deliver Us from Evil
Earthlings
Food, Inc.
Forks Over Knives
Inside Job
Man on Wire
Marley
Nanking
Pray the Devil Back to Hell
Shake Hands with the Devil
Taxi to the Darkside
The Cove
The End of America

This list is being edited on an ongoing basis. If you have a suggestion, please leave a comment.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

An Angel

Poetry
is a glorious angel.
It swoops down
with magnificent wings
and clasps a shrivelled old demon
between its strong, powerful arms;
a demon that is the world outside of verse.
It carries the demon to the edge of eternity
and back again.

The demon, still old,
feels young;
still shrivelled,
feels full of strength.
The powers of this angel
are boundless
and limited only by those
who don’t take the time
to visit it.

Though it is sometimes called poetry,
the angel has many names,
but prefers the name:
love.

Left to our own devices,
some may never find the power
of this divine angel called
poetry
in this lifetime.
Then we start to become
the demons,
but we need not fear,
for the angel inevitably
finds us. 


Monday, October 3, 2011

FÜBBtastic Movies [Recommended Viewing List]

The following movies have been CERTIFIED DOPE by MC FÜBB (in alphabetical order, several start with "The"):

50/50
A Clockwork Orange
A History of Violence
A Nightmare on Elm Street
A Time to Kill
Absentia
Alien
Aliens
American Beauty
American History X
American Mary
Army of Darkness - Bruce Campbell, campiness, hilarity.
Antiviral - A look at futuristic society sickeningly obsessed with celebrities.
Audition (WARNING - extremely graphic/disturbing)
Austen Powers - International Man of Mystery
Bad Boy Bubby - Pretty messed up and disturbing at times, but overall unique and triumphant.
Batman
Batman Begins
Beetlejuice
Black Snake Moan
Black Swan
Blazing Saddles
Blood Diamond
Blue Velvet
Boiler Room
Brazil
Byzantium
Carrie
Casino
Casino Royale
Chained
City of God
Clean, Shaven - A unique tragedy portraying the life of a man suffering from schizophrenia.
Cold Fish
Contracted - This is a gross one.
Cool Runnings
Defiance
Deliverance - Dueling banjos anyone?
District 9
Dogtooth (Kynodontas) - A well-made experiment in the absurd.
Donnie Darko
Do the Right Thing
Drag Me to Hell - Another fun horror offering from Sam Raimi.
Drive
Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb
Eastern Promises
Edward Scissorhands
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial
Evil Dead
Falling Down
Fargo
Fight Club
Forrest Gump
Fruitvale Station
Full Metal Jacket
Ghostbusters
Glory
Goodfellas
Gran Torino
Groundhog Day
Half Baked
Halloween 
Happiness
Heartless
Hotel Rwanda
Ichi the Killer (WARNING - extremely graphic/disturbing)
Inception
Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
Inglourious Basterds
Ironman
I Saw the Devil - Pretty violent and bloody.
Jacob's Ladder
John Dies at the End - Low budget but good fun for the whole family!
Jug Face
Kill Bill Volume 1
Kill Bill Volume 2
Kill List - Good British thriller with a creeptacular twist ending.
King of New York
King of the Ants
Lake Mungo - Creepy mockumentary horror that left me feeling quite uneasy by the end.
Let Me In - Surprisingly great remake of "Let the Right One In."
Let the Right One In
Life of Pi
Little Children - Suburban dystopia, unfaithfulness, great acting.
Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
Life is Beautiful
Memento
Meet the Parents
Men Behind the Sun (aka Squadron 731) (WARNING - extremely graphic/disturbing)
Misery
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Monty Python's Life of Brian
Monty Python`s The Meaning of Life
Napolean Dynamite - "What are you drawing?" ... "A liger."
No Country for Old Men
Office Space
Oldboy
Old School
Pan's Labyrinth
Paths of Glory
Pet Sematary 
Requiem for a Dream
Poltergeist
Poltergeist II: The Other Side - Mostly because of the creepy old man/poltergeist "Kane."
Predator
Prisoners
Psycho
Pulp Fiction
Raging Bull
Repulsion
Red State
Resevoir Dogs
Resolution
Rosemary`s Baby
Rounders
Saving Private Ryan
Scarface
Schindler's List
Seven (aka Se7en)
Sin City
Sleepers
Society - Mostly just weird and campy, but the ending makes it all worth it.
Snatch
Spiderman 2
Star Trek
Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope
Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back
Star Wars Episode VI: Return of the Jedi
Straw Dogs
Take Shelter
Taxi Driver
The Battery - A different kind of Zombie apocalypse movie; more about the relationship between the two main characters than anything else.
The Big Lebowski
The Client
The Constant Gardener
The Dark Knight
The Dark Knight Rises
The Departed
The Devil's Backbone
The Evil Dead
The Evil Dead II
The Exorcist
The Fly
The Fugitive
The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo 
The Godfather
The Godfather Part II
The Hurt Locker
The Innkeepers
The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (except for the super-long lame ending)
The Matrix
The NeverEnding Story - Word to Falcore!
The Pianist
The Shawshank Redemption
The Shining
The Silence of the Lambs - "Hello, Clarice..."
The Sixth Sense
The Skin I Live In - Antonio Banderas in a twisted psychological horror.
The Social Network
The Tenant
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
The Thing
The Town
The Usual Suspects
The Warriors
The Woman - A real sick movie this is.
Thirst - Good vampire movie.
Traffic
Trainspotting
Transsiberian
Triangle
Troll Hunter
Twins
Unforgiven
V for Vendetta
Valhalla Rising - Eerie, atmospheric, visually engrossing, horrifically violent.
We Are What We Are - This is a remake; never saw the original but I read good stuff about it as well.
Welcome to the Dollhouse - It's like Napolean Dynamite, but before Napolean Dynamite, and probably a bit more awkward to watch.
Who Framed Roger Rabbit
X-Men: First Class

This list is being edited on an ongoing basis. If you have a suggestion, please leave a comment. If you'd like some commentary on why any of these films made the list, just ask!


FÜBBtastic TV Shows (Recommended Viewing List)

The following television shows have been CERTIFIED DOPE by MC FÜBB (in alphabetical order...a lot of them start with "The"):

American Horror Story
Archer
Band of Brothers
Boardwalk Empire
Breaking Bad
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Dexter (At least up to the end of season 4)
Family Guy
Game of Thrones
Hannibal
Mad Men
Oz
Seinfeld
Sons of Anarchy
Star Trek: The Next Generation
The Boondocks
The Colbert Report
The Daily Show
The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
The Pacific
The Simpsons
The Sopranos
The Walking Dead
The Wire
The X-Files

This list is being edited on an ongoing basis. If you have a suggestion, please leave a comment.


Thursday, September 29, 2011

Rhyme Scheme

the city sleeping on me, though they give me daps
same headz too broke to cop an album are - quick to cop a dime-sack
catch me in the Cypher where the rhymes at
headz is sittin behind computer screens
toking on greens                                                                                                 
hoping on schemes
I’m steady pushing product to fiends
I ain’t talkin’ bout rocks, I tell ‘em go for their dreams                              
they lusting fame and fortune it seems
with no plans, it’s obscene
caught up in their own world but neglecting the scene                                       
yo Shiltz, hold me back before I knock someone’s dome clean offa
they’re neck, make ‘em all disappear – Jimmy Hoffa
call this calculated, premeditated manslaughter
I offered                                                                                                            
my right hand extended to build, from the ground up
now it seems I gotta shut ‘em up, turn my sound up
too many weeds up in the game, we be the Round Up
spray ya’ll with light until the hype surrounds us                                             
MC FÜBB bust in your face like jizm
FÜBB in your face, like graffiti, racism
taste wisdom
every time I spit, I erase prisons
built around your soul, spit from church, like Mase didn’t                       
Injecting dope for your soul, taste the IV
drip, kats ain’t equipped, Royce check they ID
you wanna walk away unshaken, then don’t try me
24 bars laced up, check the rhyme scheme